Things are progressing with my mom's move to Macon. I can't believe this is happening. I'm so freaked out. There's two stresses. The first is just getting her here -- buying the house, getting her packed, all of that. I've been over to the house three times now to deal with inspections and related issues. I don't really like being the middle person on this -- relaying to her what's happening. Especially since it's so difficult for her to make decisions and she is so ready to rely on me. The second stress is that she will be a part of my day to day life and have such easy access to me.
When we moved to Georgia it was a relief to get away from her and not have her so in my business. I don't want to deal with it. Am I ready to? I think so. Am I stronger then I was then? Yes. But I still don't want to do it.
All of that is just heaped on top of the usual -- work stuff, school starts in four weeks. FOUR WEEKS. I feel like summer just started. I've ordered uniforms and need to fill out forms, buy supplies, etc. J13 has to read two books and write a summary on them. We've barely started.
I'm leaving Saturday morning for a two day meditation retreat at the yoga studio I trained at. Really looking forward to that. Then Sunday evening I'm flying to MD to help my mom pack. Not looking forward to that. Although I'll get some work time in with my boss and I'll be meeting a new client that will potentially/hopefully take me to Amsterdam and other places. So there is good to look forward to.